Saturday, January 6, 2024

the work

 




poetry    from poieses—the Latin,  “to make”


                        the creative process of making     verse     



from the earlier Greek   noinois   which speaks to emergence


                  the underlying process of something new coming to be 


                                                         

                                          

  

Write, says Stafford, “whatever catches your attention,” follow 


           where the words lead, learn 


                              what they want to say, learn 


                                                             what it is you think


                                                                             as you breathe anew…



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December first


and the hawk

on the branch

on the tree

above the bay


looks at me

and flies away.


All these years

wondering of wanderers

and in one sighed utterance,

all’s in place:


mystic or not, 

Emily Dickinson, like me,

is domestic, 


is a friend, just a friend met

along the way—the meeting 

never forgotten. 



**



And so, as one who 

has encountered

something speaking 

singularly to me, 


how can I not draw 

and share my breath 

this way.



**


At eighty,

endings so close,

beginnings beckon. 



**



Her eyes too ask

her beloved elders

not to share 

what she tells.


She is so much them,

she knows, but

her story

is hers.



**



Dense fogs hover mornings

early, wetted streets and petals


leaving even quiet

dripping.



**



Taking my own advice, I return

to the things I do, where the doing

is the reward.



**



When the scholar said he didn’t know,

I turned back to re-read his notes

more closely.



**



Winter mostly means

to bare its bones, slow us down

to look at our own.



**



Waking, thinking

“it’s too late to…“ falsely diminishes

light already fallen.



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The way the rock rests

among scattered stones

aside reaching green brush 

up from the slope: quiet

assurance—slanted planes 

of earth tones, everywhere 

at home.



**



and the simple manipulation

of fingers against things,

the smooth push and click

of tasks means 

being alive—



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Each act ever 

wrapped in light—sun never hides, 

light always shines—we rest

in shadows.


Every act wrapped in light,

each word a turning leaf—we wander

and wonder, but are never alone.


Each and every act

in light.



**



We don’t understand

that “beyond understanding” means

we don’t understand.



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The thinnest roof in the house

is above our bed, the rain 

most loud there, ripples

and trickles elsewhere, and 


when sometimes stepping out, 

it drops, padded whispers, 

dropping like thoughts 

remembered too late.



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In the dream the woman says

  “It’s as if time isn’t real,” and I say,

    “The Buddhists say it isn’t.” And she,


“That doesn’t make sense—look at us—

  don’t you remember when?” And I, 


“That’s change.” And our fingers touch

   and we remember now.



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—after Mary Mcginnis


Like the blind poet

recently met, I left nineteen sixty-two 

clueless to the treasures to be found

under these then wondering feet,

but have tried my best

to understand the longing, no,

to understand the knowing 

driving it all, carefully learning, still, 

to listen to that light and shadow play

that tells the trail.



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My feet remember

earth’s feel, legs know

the body’s needs,

and as the mountain’s atoms

collide with mine, smiles

mark the delight.



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Day One


Climbed the hill

overlooking the bay

in first light, 


waited for the sun

to break the horizon,


and it did.



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—Two


The pen in the hand,

coffee warm, pages smooth,

the chill outside


scratched with rain—what more

can a person ask for, or need,

but perhaps to tell—


for to hear it said 

is altogether different a thing

for the settling for us—


a shifting into place already known, 

a coming home.



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—Three or four…


Laid there, I just laid there

all that time day was beginning

all around me, laid there dozing 

in and out, just letting it happen, 

without doing anything about it,

letting go the do’s, gotta-be-done’s, 

should be done’s, in favor of dozing 

in and out—until, then opening

my eyes, the grazing fields

of body-feels opening, waking to,

waking in morning’s letting me…


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