Saturday, September 25, 2021

Moonscapes

           

           —allowing ourselves 

                  remembrance heals





The moon

shone through the window

to the carpet at my feet.


Trust, it said.



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prę-dawań poems say

things not so easily heard 

over daytime din


ears clear, attention open,

earth sounds music just for you



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—Anthony


given permission

by the wise young man, I’m free

to not say goodby



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Early September

and already morning light

coming more slowly.

Whatever chill the air holds

is low in the hills,

soft pink clouds breathing themselves

into white, dark grey

rabbits paused before their hops

to disappearance—


and all these jumpy thoughts too,

even delight, just won’t linger.



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Words freely spoken,

rhythmic syllabled

cuts of breath-like leaps

from a river’s rush—


whatever prayers we offer,

straight-forward insight is here.



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the haiku


human presence simply said




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Unseen planes pass heard

from clear blue sky that lets breeze

eddy just bared skin.


Traffic streams, tree leaves rush

and non-rushed pulse just pulses.


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Car door open

to sunlight, I sit, write,


words drawn

softly out.


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Eucalyptus trees

hold place specific, reach high

for everything else.


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What more might be said

by another sitting here

instead, I can’t tell.


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There are rules, guidelines.

Pretty much given up now,

I follow humming

birds’-wings and the colors traced

in the fragrance of flowers.



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Syllables aren’t rules

but the way breath meets

meaning-making.



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(s)he tells = we, us   all



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The half-moon’s brightness

dropped below the horizon

blackens the night sky.



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after Joanna Macy


Legs tired from work

yesterday, today’s sun shines

gold into morning

streets deserted, ravines filled

with burnt rusted leaves.


Listen to it all, she says


—trails creasing the hills

call in voices that utter

underfoot the earth’s crying.



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The way the fog leaks

canyon bottoms, to the bay,

funnels the Golden Gate


and on the peninsula,

in cleared skies, how we drink it.



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A stretch and a walk

and poems made, with coffee.

What else to ask for ?



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The pink flower “pinks,”

which is “whisper” in our tongue,

only “almost-voice.”



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I didn’t day-dream

this morning who I might be,

just followed my feet.



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The  long-planned good-by

slips by unwanted, like winds

abated—who asks ?



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Moon’s mountains—I watch

mystery’s shadowed brightness,

distance almost close.



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Air so quiet, night

arranges day without a sound.

Even thought pauses.



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That great scientist

Einstein valued mystery

over certainty

and the smiles of those close

over “uncalled for…esteem.”



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In our current State

of affairs, just slowing down

might be suspicious.



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In our tradition,

we follow our feet, or words

that follow the feet

on the breath that works the feet

in whatever work they do.



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Living widening circles

leaves the self its star-

like limitations.


Saturday, September 18, 2021

a personal religion

 





                 “All that which makes the pear ripen

                       or the poet’s line

                              come true!

                    Invention is at the heart of it.”


                         —from W.C.Williams’ “Deep Religious Faith”





A fresh journal page.

  Crisp lines. Pen forms word-formed breaths.

     Buddha’s many names.



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—Late Covid Sightings


A bird skitters

like a sidewalk squirrel,

low under low-slung fencing,


as a kid runs the same sidewalk,

backpack bouncing to catch the bus


at sidewalk’s end, 

at the town park,


where other kids have gathered to ride 

together—finally, a together day


—even the smoke-hazed sun

seems to smile on this.



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Gifted, the rising

confluence brims a subtle

surfacing presence

as sun’s reach throughout darkness 

changes shadows bright,

passing soundlessness, sensed, felt,

intimate—the message: light.



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Bamboo’s tangled lace

of stem and leaf, turning green


in turning light, holds

in silent vigil open


to the slightest breath,

to the smallest of ripples


of the softest strokes

of singular leaves set free


in answer there, in answer.



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Heard today glacial

ice north in our world

is getting younger,


the old stuff passing

to rising waters,


newer layers now

riddled with fissures

elders once outlived.


I can’t see the world

my grandchildren will—


they won’t know the way

I’ve come to know mine.


But the poems come 

for me, might for them 


come too, take us all to where 

the goings cannot be told.



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No announcement required 

when returning home.


Everyone there already knows

you belong.



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The pen pushes words 

to rise like broom moves its dust


and we, we story—  


natural and vital moments

ripen, as fruit does, 


as flowers bloom, poems fall 

like petals do, to the page.



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—After Cecilia V.


Words observed yield—breathing

on syllables changes what’s seen,

how it’s heard, and by who—tones

told with care tell differently different

stories—words observed yield, world 

observed opens answers to questions

not yet found, given before asked-for.



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From behind curtains 

drawn to shelter from the sun, 


scattered lights mark dark

taking the hillsides—a day 

lifted with a pull 


of a string—dimmed horizons

dotted with dreams, sky


now free to stroke open sills 

for more than just memory.



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Browned oak leaves free-fall

hinted tints of gold, cover

the road full, both sides

the center line, to gutters,

toss taunts at the “orderly.”



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She asked if you had

electric candles—I said

I kind of thought so.


Fifty years plus, you would think

I’d know something more

than your presence in the house,

the clues your voice holds, 

the dumb things that make you laugh.


But of these, no one has asked.



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The work I didn’t want to do

has been replaced


with the changes I need to make

to make it better.



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It slips in, this sense

of grace, given even when

there’s no place for it.


A gentle check on ego,

the view opens at the edge.



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Different tongues,

different voices,

same breath,


is why we hear

the ancients

so clearly.


Why not

contemporaries?