Saturday, August 28, 2021

Clover-held dew


“…language forgotten, we finally meet.”

                               —Cold Mountain





Clover-held dew spills 

across your boots, crows call 

you a fool, 


but breath holds steady, 

doesn’t hold back,


hums and sings the tunes 

of the ancients.

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This moon speaks “cloud-speak,”

all chalk, blurred edges drifting 

beyond its own reach.



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—of haiku


the five-seven-five 


the sense of breath-counts listening


contexts re-membered 




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Beyond the window, 

quilted fog—


the sun’s slow descent.



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Winging morning skies

pass a bird’s belly, pull eyes

to half-moon watching.



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You think you’ve ever

not been who your are—look down,

there’s those feet again.



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Surrounded always, 

everywhere here, the wife’s work.

Reasons not to leave.



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Dark beer in a glass,

cold with a frothy head—


long day in the yard.



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Morning chill, again

dancing with breeze at the fence,

showing flowers how.



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—my mentor


he was a smart guy

without showiness—almost

too quick to be seen



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immediacy,

simplicity, directness—

breath, pulse, perception



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Home ground—how to learn

the way back from never-left ?

Pinch yourself. Harder !



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Lean in, tip closer 

toward sun-letting windows—


learning from the plants.




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Indecision 

and uncertainty

surround every step

except those taken.



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Loneliness is false-

negative—quieted minds

open spaciousness.






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Morning at McPeak


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Branch tips move—

the breeze-like weight 

of small birds.


Sun glints the car’s hood.


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Chirps, whistles and calls 

open distance, thread 

near to far.


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The black-headed jays

streak and screech whatever space—

blue-lightening life-stuff.


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Softly, hidden doves.

Leaves leave us the air we breathe,

hold sounds for our feet.


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We talk over sounds

needing listening, cover

birds’ words with our own.


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Hearing each other

in words not heard before, friends

breathing common currents.


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Words, at their best

cross chasms with trust,

touch as strong 

as any hand.


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Telling stories lived,

air ringing, ears sounding 

with pulse.



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Neighbor’s chickens calm

the travelled body quiet—

home sounds are 

home sounds.



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The setting sun burns

smoke-filled skies orange, fog-banks

into silvered gleam.



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Pink, 

the sun through smoke

this morning, 

dew in the clover,

stiffness in the hips.



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Words say something

they are not, make meanings

running—stilled streams wither.



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Softly, the hidden doves

arrive, white-spotted, blue-grey 

wings flutter.



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Issa and Stafford,

both said to be too simple.

Easier said than done.



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Without my glasses

the flowers at the fence scrowl.

Bees are absent too.



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Breathing so quiet,

I lean closer to sense life.

Old age is strange times.



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The flowers dance 

the hummingbird’s dance,

bob without the wind.



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It’s the norm for me

to wake mid-way through my walk

to find myself there.

Lucky for me, streets and feet

have a way I’m a part of.



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The wife, sick all day.

Soft moans from the other room.

Outside, wood chimes click.



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Usually don’t, but did tonight

drink at dark alone over poems,


eyes closing in the silence, nothing

more wanting saying.



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Brisk breezes bother

humid air, flowers dance, chimes

clatter—drought doesn’t care.



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I know you know

and I know you know I know

you know


and we feel this and we leave it

that settled 


and together move within that

kind of grace, 


you-know,


and maybe don’t speak of it,

probably not, except


maybe like this.



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Overcast and cool.

Energies returned at last,

morning poems sprout.



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Small steps on the roof

of hell—I keep my voice low.

Who knows whose they are.



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Fingers at the lips,

others pushing pen along

dreamscape—inked nothings.



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Empty pages mirror

skies full to the brim with all

that might happen there.


Saturday, August 7, 2021

No page ever skipped




for Ron


Can’t imagine home

without sounds in the kitchen—

impenetrable.



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That morning solitude,

like a worn sleeve: hearing aids

left on the bookcase.



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Coffee cooled, bitter,

swallowed now despite its taste

rather than because.



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At dusk 

in the west 


a star…


my heart 




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The haiku poet

priest from Japan asked plant names,

drank lots of red wine.



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Morning’s sun-sparkle

sheen spreads across the carpet,

rumors coming heat.



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Yard-work waits outside,

promising satisfactions

shared in the doing.



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Earth-bound snow flakes fall

their own trajectory, each

to its very own spot.


Snow-blindness isn’t about 

the snow.


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There is unmistakeable joy

hearing others value

what you have to tell them—


just be sure to remember 

true teachers listen 

best.



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hummingbirds visit

shade-drenched blossoms 

just before sun’s light

takes it all



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backyard strawberries

so sweet, fingers-tips drip 

sunlight



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then, from nowhere, breath

ripples fence-climbing blossoms,

tumbles bamboo leaves



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Old T’ao Ch’ien’s lament

was drinking so many times

without enough wine.


What’s yours?



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Look to where 

your feet stand—


now tell me

where you’ve been,


where you think 

you have gone.



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I’ve learned to answer

to many names, even none,

just the same—eyes or smile

can say it all, a bow

maybe even more.



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Can’t overstate

how grounding it is

to meet with old friends

in pages on shelves within reach,

those, the timeless, truncate confusions

every time—like standing at a door 

always open, remembering 

you don’t have to knock.



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That which resonates heart-beats

never falters, never has—welcomes

are redundant, wake-ups, new

every time.



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We live on a west-facing slope,

a small valley, tributary to the larger

that sheds waters to the bay to our backs.


The ridge we face slows ocean’s fogs

most daylight hours, lets’m trickle the canyons

come night—evening often a mix of clearing 

and tumbling.


We’ve a large yard and garden,

enough so the work is never done—


flowers, fruit and vegetables

year round here.


Mostly, we’ve built and shaped our home 

over the twenty year’s time 

past the kids’ goings,


so it’s truly just ours, for us,

and even the grandkids’ swings

have transitioned, as of course

have we, as of course


which is what it’s about, our time 

with the earth, what’s been done

with what’s come.


Our hearts are found here.



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A poem is the prayerful spontaneity

of a bunch of words


lifting clarity

from the endless multitudes

of linguistic possibilities,


a breath-dispersed, breath-pausing 

constellation


recognized 


by its feel and for

its coming.



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Blossoms jangle

their silent way, tremble

their rhythms, weave and bounce

for winds, seemingly always wanting more.



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Outside the window, in sun-lit space, 

a bee zips by, a flashing n glint,

swallowed in the sound

of a passing plane.



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Plums are so ripe, we pull some every day,

pick strawberries, mouthed one at a time 

with dirty fingers—makes me feel so young, 

I prune trellis-climbing roses from a ladder, 

leaning and stretching over an invisible abyss 

named for a silly old man I’ve not met yet, 

so far as I know.



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Varicose veins, having travelled with my right leg

without a word for years, have now begun to speak.

Dialect unfamiliar—intent very clear.



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Fluctuating, overlapping fields of energies unfolding, 

say the philosopher, the scientist, perhaps—but for me,

the coarse bush with rangy limbs and bell-like petals,

red, extends a single blossomed branch 

beyond window’s edge I see.