Sunday, August 28, 2022

Feeling for the pulse

 




the thinning of the illusion

life is ever apart from


death of what was 

and the new



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—Owl Canyon


Scat on hard-pack trails

is honest—


a discarded rocking chair

aside the trail,


just one more ass

not knowing its place.



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A crusted poison oak leaf

lifts just enough to tumble


from under the slightly raised log

at my feet—trail-play.



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Work in the garden, down in the yard,

is about as natural as it gets—you know,

tasks intended, and all those actually done.



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after Ponge…


count if you so choose,

syllables do—


but know the venue 

is between and among words


as they are written,  

each a voice, 


light and shadow

mingled, unsettled 


among shifting letters, 

ever in search of 


new ways 

to say…



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Coming across the work

of teachers who helped bring me

the way I’ve come, energies reignite

illumined essentials the breath pulls up

for the sighed release of knowing

I do know how to take the next step.



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Butterflies

tangle in the breeze,

flowers bob—


open-face, 

open-wing spirit 


and these unfolding 

iterations of kind.



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When light falls at angles,

shadows get a head start,

but never make it all the way.



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“…all land is one,

            though some holds water.”

                                         —Edith Shiffert


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Looking for the Sunday paper 

in the courtyard,


I find scattered mental notes,

left behind from Saturday.


Can’t imagine why in the world

I was thinking that way.



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The pen I write with fits my fingers

like made just for me. My jeans,

the same, like a glove, like the air 


lining my lungs with life-stuff, 

even without asking.


There’s work to be done, for sure,

inequities, mistakes, so many wrongs,


yet so much we get right, that’s gotten 

right for us, just because, that it seems

we ought, time to time, give pause.



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—post card poem, to Melody:


This simple act,

placing words appearing,

each their own distinct arrival, 

making this making into what it will be,

because of, or in spite of, me. 



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Morning coughs-up crow calls, 

two long strings of stuttered stuff,

a welcome counter-balance

to the talking heads

on the screen.



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Winds left over

from last night


pummel the palms

waving outside


the windows

holding


their cries

out there.



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Nearing its final pages,

the journal’s feel


thins, bone-to-bone

fingers slide


barely padded surface,


sense


unwanted

good-byes.



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fog bunches the ridge line,

tumbles rutted canyons,

dripping words



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The poems I like,

well, I don’t know

till they’re there.



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you know it’s sky

because trees reach for it,


that there’s been water,

for the willows,


and the legs

always remember the mountains



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noon-day heat

lifts from the earth,


brittled grasses 

toss it to the air—


only mustard blossoms

carry color