Sunday, June 4, 2023

Ocean breezes





Distant ocean fogs

bank backyard horizons—

petals ripple.



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Midnight showers

remind me


of my poncho,

packed away.



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Waking,

feeling like choppy water


that slowly goes its way

as I go mine.



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Flowers—this morning

without breeze, 

I stop too


with the flowers this morning,

absent movement, 

letting flutter


torrents of thought—yellows,

greens, still white petals,

naked, at home.




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Been waiting

for a calling,


you could say,

when it was time,


and when it was,

movement followed


as light as light

that lay on meadows,


and music-words

filling air 


sparkling with songs 

of praise.



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Someone once said

when reason doesn’t reach

far enough,


listen for the songs—


carried by breath, they out-last

the feet, know the way across,


surge us to where we are to be,

right to the very end.



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haiku extending

opens into tanka—form,

so called: all of breath



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the sketch…


learning to hear

light and shade, the hand

speaks across the page



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even the smallest 

petals don’t quiver—quiet,

the sky holds its breath



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May, here, 2023


at a distant gate,

death waits a young friend—nearer by,

graduation songs.



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from Santoka:


“Return to that fundamental foolishness

    and protect it…


           Thoughtfully planting

                     the seed of a tree

                         that will some day die.”



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The whole morning reading poems 

aloud: AR Ammons, Santoka, my own, 


like chanted sutras—calmed breath 

waiting the bell to still…


full, complete



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Approaching eighty, 

all I really know is death  


is married to life 


which makes us all loved offspring

and siblings, like it or not…



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“Lord, let me become Thy wind-blown leaf.”

                         —Nancy Tilden


I once had a teacher—


she opened in me

what’s to be free.


I once had a teacher, her eyes 

showed me she’d seen


—her poems, the longing, 

       voice held the prayer, lips 

          the praise—


I once had a teacher who showed me