Sunday, December 22, 2024

Counting syllables counts...

 


In the hemisphere

south of here, Orion visits 

upside down.



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Ryokan spoke of

the east edge of the milky way.


I can only guess…



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Each time haiku finds

me my world

opens.



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early morning shadows—moon


and street lamps



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hiding behind

leaves between


cement Buddha

and me



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pine 

branches


silhouette


pink blue

sky



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waking

to breaths


finding 

each other



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I forget, then remember

I forget.



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Once I walked into a temple

backdoor behind the altar, through

deep scents of years of incense

and didn’t leave 

for another forty years


or so—still as much of a fool as then,

maybe even more, new friends

recently said nice things, and as good

as that felt, I knew it was really 

the incense they smelled.



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In November here 

flower petals ripple 

with wind.



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Even in darkness,

eyes see what fingers feel,

what feet tell…I follow.



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Every

body

breaths 

air

breathing.



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El Camino flooding,

leaves falling red 


orange and gold.



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Some might now speak

of God here amidst

rain’s return. I wouldn’t

argue.



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Through the bamboo blinds

in the bedroom, signals

a star.



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Rains leave


colors return


remembered.



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For me, life’s determination

to hold me as it does, as I am,

for me, that’s power enough.



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have you noticed how words work 

quite freely among themselves 


before our thinking them, 

often finding meanings 


we seek before we know

what we’re seeking



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The clear morning

clears mind 


for clear walking

clears decks 


enough to clarify

work 


clearly needing 

doing.



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After a cold walk,

hot coffee,


cherry-traced

pie crust 


and a welcoming 

tongue.



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Although over and again 

I seem to find life anew, 


it has never yet lost track

of me.



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Notching breath 

with syllable-carved words

into air-slivered meanings 

blown around.



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If not by

other ways,


we know

our teachers


are those

turned to


over


and

over.



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Waking tomorrow, if indeed I do,

will I again believe the stories

I tell myself of it, or just take it

as given, stories and all ?



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That voice, that bubbling wellspring 

of wonder and question and gurgled fears,


the voice of stories you lived in 

on your own 


as a kid, that voice 

and its world,


do you think, really think 

went away over time 


or has stayed 

in waiting 


with you, offering 

as always it did ?



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Almost half the moon, high 

south and west, dark so smooth 

around it glows. 



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Listening

to walking 

feet-silence

working


speaks to me

like nothing

other.



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The twelve year old

gently encourages the old man


with questions of what he in his years

has tried to do with his art


and after that door opens offers

something new, due in one week,


assignment confirmed

with departing hugs.



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The hills after sundown

hold open-handed


plans birds discuss,

as easily as questions coyotes have


for dark’s first comings

to gullies and families of trees,


then slowly unfolding to join 

arriving night


that always includes all of us. 



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Once many years ago

I was directed to re-write

an essay on Thoreau—that,

though I didn’t know then,

was the beginning 

of this writing life.



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Street puddles

wave good-by

to watching sky.



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Walking composing

poems to passing rains


that then whisper return

on my face.



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Walking wondering

what it is that interests me

anymore these days, and there

at the curb, 


that indescribably smooth blue 

of the neighbor’s recycling bin

completely captivates me.



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Day begins in pattered thoughts,

roof-drop rains asking 

how long I’ve known 

their calling gone

unanswered—I can’t say.




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end notes:


in worlds of no end an end note is an oxymoron; 

in worlds of no end, words are no more than 

extended wonderings—do then take note, 

or not: 


that all words are metaphor—multiples 

of meanings’ workings—that the urge to speak 


is the urge to join the world, 

not control it—that freedom of flight 


roots them all 



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I wouldn’t call them prayers,

I guess—I could, each one


a reaching out into unfolding

that’s whole and complete

in itself.


What you call it, how you think

of it is less the point 


than the sound of its voicing.


Hatless, you don’t need

a place to hang one.


Born in Japan, the sufi saint is zen.


Weather rests, but never settles.


Beat a drum, call a name, sing a song…