Saturday, November 13, 2021

things come around

 




Orion above

puddle-spotted streets—

winter’s early signals.



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The wooden Buddha

holds still—that web, nose to finger,

just not a problem.



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—Jack Dairiki


my architect friend

filled post cards both sides with signs

of his gratitude,

shared unfiltered wonderment

about the world he walked in



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—life with Sandino


That youngest child

in our lives broke all the rules

at birth, continues

to do so—locking eyebrows

with uncertainties, 

he probes with curiosity, 

but closes with tough, 

unwavering conclusions,

for all time: we learn

with the joy of the former,

sharpen our skills with the latter.



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It doesn’t matter

what’s said so much as saying

what the words want to say.


It doesn’t matter

what’s said so much as hearing

what the words want to say.



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It’s the way it is.

Some days, limbs and leaves ask roots

to say, all’s OK.



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Walking, pondering

advancing age, my feet stop—

the hills are laughing.



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Haven’t seen real rain shadows

in so long, had a hard time

finding my feet on the streets

in morning’s darkness,


bumped loneliness so hard,

it leapt to my lips and spoke.



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Waves of winds and rains

carry through night

scattered thought-dreams.



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Where winds couldn’t do,

rains wash long-needled pines clean

across wet sidewalks.



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Fifteen-cents an hour.

First job, at Pat’s. Washed dishes,

learned too, to make change.



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—Muso Soseki


That old poet priest

said Buddha’s Enlightenment

was his only home—


doors and windows left open;

entry fee, just your breath.



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More and more, the rain,

after years of draught—if concern

is prayer, how we’ve prayed!



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Windshield wipers wipe,

winds and rains bluster


    —freeway’s center: 


                      an oak leaf.



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When it stops, leaves, limbs,

downed wires, gutter debris


     and crows, 

             taking cleared skies.



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Under just cleared skies,

we find the cemetery—

even more tears.



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Poetry, that hum underneath, 

tastes of rising traces of its own scent.



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Hills still draining

what they can’t drink, flora stands

straight up, watching.



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Slowing down to count

doesn’t change anything, and 

why would it have to?


For those close enough to hear,

poetry happens itself.



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The sky’s light glistens

in shards of stained glass—winds stopped,

I stoop to sweep.



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Quenched cacti blossom.

From the storm of the decade,

these tiny petals.



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Morning’s moon gets lost

overhead—shadowed footsteps

have other stories.



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Soft pink in the east.

Christmas lights on my right.

Day’s light—year’s light.



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Clocks, about to change hereabouts, 

presumably changing life here too.


Other beings may notice the shift

—but the moon and the stars?



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A rooftop glistens.


In the smallest breaks of clouds,

pieces of the moon.



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Who besides yourself

have you read closely enough

to change your life?



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The teacher once said

to study only dharma.

Misunderstanding his intent 

as too narrow, the door closed 

was mine—till now.



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“The roosting bird understands the Tao,

sails don’t know where they go.”

                           

                                       —from Tu Fu’s “Six Choruses”


I won’t pretend to know others,

only myself, and that’s iffy, even, especially 

maybe 


as to the marks left behind,

and what might have been


different, you know,

which I think is likely nothing.


We do…in context—

who we are in the world, as is

then, there,


lessons breaking through

in their own time

to whatever who is then there,

which depends of course,

on contexts including age

but not to be deduced by age, which shifts

like everything else.


Others speak better to legacies we leave

than we do, and we can do

only the best we can do

at whatever the time.


Some lessons leave traces 

the same as fallen pollen; 


others, like farts, 

just smell.





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Reluctant, the sky holds its rain 

but for large drops

splattered here and there

like so many bloated thought-stains 


spreading clarity’s edges

over pages so sodden

they tear with light’s weight.


Dying well is life’s project,

intimate, crucial partners: birth-death, 

sound and song, momentary snaps


of sense-energy floatings,

world’s of mystery’s musics.


Sunday, October 31, 2021

Connections....

 —Sunday to Seattle


Above the clouds, blue.

Below, passing miles count

the way northward.


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Pacific northwest

rains take us in like old friends,

ready or not.


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The timeshare’s quiet

and compact— just what we need,

asks nothing of us.


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Rain or rain, we walk,

breathing streets to the Sound’s edge.


History speaking,

architecture answering—


how the city sees itself.




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Maple leaves outside

the window signal silence


as rain drops its drops.



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And when the sun comes,

clouds gather whiteness to watch

blue squeeze its way through.



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—after the scholar’s statement


are religious qualities

in artistic pursuits signs

and if so what is signaled


a deterioration

of those qualities or insight

into deeper dimensions


or are both one and the same—

ancient messages of change 



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Something in the air

celebrates—all passers-by

fellow travelers.



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—Dale Chihuly


“It’s not about constantly searching 

for something new—new just happens.


I’m an artist, I just keep working…”



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Gulls answering calls

this morning, any offered,

speak to clouds what’s heard,


not of rain, but of what’s lost,

what, but for calling, is gone.



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Listening deeply,

more keenly to everything,

weakens grips and holds,

widening circles letting

trust determine friend and foe.



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—Seattle, after Bainbridge…


It’s a Saturday,

the new place quiet and light,

spacious—trees, a yard.


Last night, young people.


University-charged air, 

brisk and energized

as the air in the Sound’s winds,


as air walked-in

on earth risen to meet it, sea air,

island air breathed in, 


each heart-beat tracing the taste, 

every step pulsing newness.



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Under the left wing,

snow-covered mountains watch us.

Seattle—Portland.



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The words curve

to the page

like fingers

to the palm

stroke

to unfold

the questions

the poems

reveal.



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—the ”Buckman,” neighborhood, Portland

            

           above The Basement Public House


Standing in not enough light,

pulled on by a dangling chain,

not wanting to see too much

anyway, we say out loud,

we’re too old for this—and then,

set out to settling in.



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—Portland to Jersey


Leaves cover walks

to porch-sitting pumpkins—here

bringing me back there,

to then—an old man’s childhood

never too far off to touch.



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Language 

is the law of connection

expressing.



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That voice that covers 

the hills vibrant with gold, tells,


tells me why I’m here.



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The earth has said “No.”

With everything around us

listening, you’d think…



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—The Heart Sutra


Streams of careful curls

and strokes of charactered thoughts

of living meaning


hang long on the quiet wall,

silk and rice and ink,


cherished sutra of the heart,

traced threads of human being.



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The ever-clouded

light of knowing resting there

in peripheral presence,


the pen’s tears drop to the page,

quietly waiting, all aglow.



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We can walk the hills

with friends or among strangers.

Names wait to be called.



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Mid-October winds

remember for us, summer-dry 

hints of fire.



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From the other room,

feint sounds of the TV, warmth

for a yard-tired body.


Pandemic has taken a lot,

old age it’s share too.


But this remains yet, we two,

different rooms of one life.




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The counting of syllables

is the making of language—


there is no separate process

at work but meaning making—


process and form simply not 

the point.


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Day breaks clear and cold.

Street lamps linger, speak of night,

breathing speaking living.



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After twenty years, 

the crumpled-fingered floor guy

says, “you were young then.”



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Following the words

where ever they lead, next moves

figured out later,

the poet sits in the bed,

traces trails outside the window.



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Mid-way down the slope,

awareness surfaces, bares

morning’s shadowed lines—


confusion scatters, mountains 

clear, peaks round and clouds scratch pink.


Saturday, September 25, 2021

Moonscapes

           

           —allowing ourselves 

                  remembrance heals





The moon

shone through the window

to the carpet at my feet.


Trust, it said.



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prę-dawań poems say

things not so easily heard 

over daytime din


ears clear, attention open,

earth sounds music just for you



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—Anthony


given permission

by the wise young man, I’m free

to not say goodby



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Early September

and already morning light

coming more slowly.

Whatever chill the air holds

is low in the hills,

soft pink clouds breathing themselves

into white, dark grey

rabbits paused before their hops

to disappearance—


and all these jumpy thoughts too,

even delight, just won’t linger.



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Words freely spoken,

rhythmic syllabled

cuts of breath-like leaps

from a river’s rush—


whatever prayers we offer,

straight-forward insight is here.



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—the haiku


human presence simply said




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Unseen planes pass heard

from clear blue sky that lets breeze

eddy just bared skin.


Traffic streams, tree leaves rush

and non-rushed pulse just pulses.


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Car door open

to sunlight, I sit, write,


words drawn

softly out.


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Eucalyptus trees

hold place specific, reach high

for everything else.


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What more might be said

by another sitting here

instead, I can’t tell.


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There are rules, guidelines.

Pretty much given up now,

I follow humming

birds’-wings and the colors traced

in the fragrance of flowers.



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Syllables aren’t rules

but the way breath meets

meaning-making.



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(s)he tells = we, us   all



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The half-moon’s brightness

dropped below the horizon

blackens the night sky.



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—after Joanna Macy


Legs tired from work

yesterday, today’s sun shines

gold into morning

streets deserted, ravines filled

with burnt rusted leaves.


Listen to it all, she says


—trails creasing the hills

call in voices that utter

underfoot the earth’s crying.



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The way the fog leaks

canyon bottoms, to the bay,

funnels the Golden Gate


and on the peninsula,

in cleared skies, how we drink it.



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A stretch and a walk

and poems made, with coffee.

What else to ask for ?



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The pink flower “pinks,”

which is “whisper” in our tongue,

only “almost-voice.”



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I didn’t day-dream

this morning who I might be,

just followed my feet.



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The  long-planned good-by

slips by unwanted, like winds

abated—who asks ?



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Moon’s mountains—I watch

mystery’s shadowed brightness,

distance almost close.



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Air so quiet, night

arranges day without a sound.

Even thought pauses.



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That great scientist

Einstein valued mystery

over certainty

and the smiles of those close

over “uncalled for…esteem.”



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In our current State

of affairs, just slowing down

might be suspicious.



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In our tradition,

we follow our feet, or words

that follow the feet

on the breath that works the feet

in whatever work they do.



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Living widening circles

leaves the self its star-

like limitations.