Monday, October 7, 2024

Coming home...

 


I have gained a comprehension of truth

from minute matters rather than…texts or…

meditation.     —Dae Hæng Sunim






heart quickens


at the foot of the trail


sun breaks the horizon



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Through and through the breath

works the wonder 

of wind-song.



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Once upon a place

footsteps took me headlong

through ocean mists

roaming canyon walls

in search of bottom

to rest—I let my feet 

point the way.



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My oldest friend


showed me 

many first-time things: jazz,

Greenwich Village,

Beat authors,

Thunderbird wine,


how trust asks no

payback, how silly-

ness is joy-full,


now shows me time

for our dying 

is close.


I’m told he smiles

at my stupid

phone call 

jokes.



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She calls, says you’re gone.


Curtains curl with the breeze—blue sky,

the color of your eyes.



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Empty Labor Day

freighters dot its face—the bay

glimmers of sunlight.



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Small flocks of small birds

in morning hillside sunlight

keep their distance.



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Walking. Wondering 

what’s been told.


Breeze eases me.



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blue botanist flags


planted in brown grass and weeds


wait for spring to see



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Nap time on the couch 

yesterday left pain

in the neck,


morning coffee leaves 

a clearing mind,


eyes take in new day, 

old one gone


along with

the pain 


in the neck—my wife

goes shopping:


transience,

we live it.




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The breeze comes

waving through

open window 

channels


of relief-giving moves

that surrender

day’s heat


to the street

it takes in.



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I keep walking,

jays keep calling,


phone lines 

keep swinging.



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For me it’s been nembutsu

even when I try to turn away, 

it doesn’t: nembutsu, for me


—not a matter of what I do,

rather what actually is 

being done…that.



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Waking early—lingering darkness

shows earth’s shift and turn 


toward the fall of summer months

to winter’s distant coming.



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Voice


a presence 


irreplaceable  


to Heart



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All this talk

of crossing over,

great returns, etc.,

so much blather 

about nothing.


But it’s been good,

like blossoming 

flowers, but mostly like

wild grasses and weeds !!



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Where have we gone

so that we think

of return—where

do we think there

is to go ?



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Like all other bodies

ours wither—earth-matter, 

air and time all have something

to say about it.

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A No 2 pencil, HB Soft, you know,

the yellow wooden ones 

are what my friend the artist uses, 

so I do—when he tells me 

“its nice,” the world smiles 

the way a child’s does.



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Buddha’s name

bubbles up


silently


calling lips

to play too.



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Seems like lots of things

these days shake with anger 

heavy airways


that I don’t feel 

when I’m not facing 

the TV. 


A handful of people, at best, decide

how the day’s headlines will read,


then go home for dinner.


Their tables may be set the same as ours,

but maybe not.



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Mists so thick, all drips—

trees, grasses, me—petals flash 

rippled weaving winds.




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(noun as presence felt)


Hummingbird waits

on Phone Line,


Cement Buddha with Leaf

and Almond Tree.


No longer lost, Breath

grants renewed 


commitment: 


Air chills bare Arms, Thought 

rises and falls, Quiet blankets—yellow 

Flower lifts in bunches, 


Pots along Porch Railing drink Coolness—

Dog barks, Plane passes, 


Bird calls out.



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Pilgrim


Morning quiet,

orange sunrise,

wingless sky—


where shadowed streets

take every step


offered there a place to stay 

and to leave from.


Morning quiet, wingless sky,

care-full shadows.



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To turn


to see


in


window framed


sky


stars 


blink back.



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Some thoughts on

           the current state of union:


Not objects, 

poems actively reveal poets 

to themselves. Reading deeply, 

truly hearing, wipe away

dusts too.


*


But for leather chair

crinkles, morning carries

surprise chills, open windows


wandered by silence seeking

itself, yet ready for 

whatever 


when it comes.


*


Thinking something new, then

yesterday’s poem interrupts

with news about itself.


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My day-to-day mind

is like leaves


the tree watches

blow in the wind.


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Or those days when substance

seems imperative, but everything

lingering about is nearer

to something rather silly,

weightless—I mean, wha-d-ya-doo

with self-importance 

when you just can’t seem

to get it to fit ?


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We can hang on, go back,

resurrect, 


or at least we think we can,


think, that is, from here-now 

bout there-then,


or we can leave it all in the dust 

it really is


to walk there into that blue sky,

or even better 


into this one here.


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