Saturday, June 25, 2022

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     “I believe that if one fathoms deeply

      one’s own neighborhood and the everyday

      world in which he lives, the greatest of worlds

      will be revealed.”


                         —Masanobu Fukuoka

                             “ The One Straw Revolution”



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The moon, 

against the blue,

ghost-brushed half 

high to the south.


Hard-pack turning to dust. 

Pearly-everlasting, buckeye.  


And those petals, tiny purple, aside the trail, 

asking for a name 

for them to try. 



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Breathing. Quiet still-points

over clean spread pages.


Morning’s light taking pen’s black 

to crisp blue lines.




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—“November 3rd”


Sitting in my room,

naming our favorite pieces, 

hers the cut-paper figure

leaning into the winds.


I speak of Miyazawa,

his work, inspiration, read aloud

this poem so important for me


and wonder 

what else I’ve not shared 

over the years.



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Late May


Light follows us now, 

lingers evenings longer,

waits for us in mornings,

our eyes opening with it there,

doing its business, leaving us to ours

—leaving us, mornings like this, 

like naked, exposed—no pressure,

no suggestions on its part, 

of anything other than

that which may come to us

at times like this, when so very much 

may well be allowed.



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a muffled bump

from the kitchen

reminds me—love,

at times, neither heard,

nor spoken



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I get to see 


this grey morning,

this woodpecker, 


before he starts his work,

as he hops the long arm of the pine


and is gone. 



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“First let us together turn into zillions

     of glittering particles in the cosmos and scatter

        into the directionless sky”

                                           —Kenji Miyazawa

                                  


A poem to Maxine


so, if we are of atoms, atoms,

then we’re never just one, we’re never alone,

it’s the space in-between

that allows   us


if we are atoms, we’re forever together,

it’s the space in between that attracts us,


if we’re atoms


mother to father to child-daughter 

to sister to friend—always friends


it’s the space in-between that allows


learner to teacher, friend to lover to wife 

to husband to mother to children


to grandmother loving

and always soft-spoken friend


all the whiles, the before’s, all the afters,

always the space that allows—


if we are of atoms, then touch knows no bounds

and smiles share substance with tears,


if we are atoms, our skin dreams of ashes, 

our absence sings songs 

of what’s very much 

here


where we’re never just one, but always together 

in the whole of the space that allows,


in the zillions of particles that glitter forever

in the home of our very own skies



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The west facing point of my neighbor’s rooftop

that overlooks the valley and opposing hillsides

is a particular favorite of local mocking birds,

who perch, dance and sing there, day after day.


I have to remember to thank my neighbor too.



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One hundred years ago this year

Kenji Miyazawa began writing the first of multiple

volumes of poems I sit reading today.


In less than one hundred years from now,

the snow pack in mountain ranges that run

the length of western North America will be gone.



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         “To know is to get lost.”


                           —Nanao Sakaki



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Thinking, in the quiet—then rain,

dropping, on the roof, in pools

on wooden decking, freely dropping, 

boundless dropping, washing 

thinking away…



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Translucent—the leaves

of the maple glow in themselves

in sunlight.




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In the vase on the altar,

the bending yellow rose,

doing its part.



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Deep in walking-thought,

when buckeye blossoms,


topping distant trees, reach in,

pull me out, to meet.



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Windows pulled open all night

now hold court in the quiet perfection

of morning simply arrived, silent presence

something to widen into, along with 

all else widening here too.



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Well before the sun finds its place

in the sky, light lets us know it’s coming.


Cold air or warm, it’s shadow 

that announces its arrival.


Monday, June 6, 2022

Poems from the month of May





May 15—Point Arena


north-coast morning fogs so thick

I remove my glasses to see


the rutted trail cross open fields


     wildflowers


  jutting here and there 

          

          gathered shadows

   

     of pines 

            

              dripping 



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she comes out of the bedroom,

sits down against me

real close, warm


—fifty-five years



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Miner’s lettuce, full blossomed,

smothers the magnolia’s understory.


So many, the m’s, couldn’t resist…



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on the coastal road coming in,


bunch after bunch of purple-white lupine

and golden poppies


scattered on the bluffs,

watch the ocean



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North-country coastal fogs—

fence-post crow-shadows shiver,

pasture wildflowers flash.



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Buried under layers of coastal fog,

the lunar eclipse happened as if

we weren’t even there; but this morning,

blue sky and sunlight so bright, 

even ocean-covered rocks 

push through tides 

to see.



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Fort Bragg


Standing on wind-swept shoreline, 

unobstructed views for miles, reading

of redwood groves, here, 

taken cove by cove.



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Report back:


Because our feet cover it, it sometimes seems

we cannot see the earth’s irrepressible transitions

to life and back again, it and its universe 

the shared commonwealth of being and beings, 

which ripples, revels and whispers 

its endless presences—to us, 

through our manifold natural and endlessly open 

portals of awareness and attention—and in us, 

through the often overlooked and misused wonder

of humans, our words, whose inner mapping magic

signals to us our own thinking and feeling,

allows an untellable intimacy with each other

and the world…


from Emerson’s “Nature”


“…as water to our thirst, so is rock, the ground,

to our eyes, our hands and feet…firm water,…

cold flames… what health, what affinity.”


                    Emerson again


“ Other-world? there is no other world; here

or nowhere is the whole fact.”


                    and again


“…this is home—iron in our blood, a transit

of minerals ourselves…”


                        

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Three-needled pine, meadows

of open Iris, bluffs of pink buckwheat

and the lighthouse to the north

sending winds so strong, 

legs are rendered unsteady.


Truly not knowing my real place here,

I plant my feet with what care I can,

try to share what I think I see

and to ask more than to say.



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Miner’s Hole Road


After awhile, the trail folds over itself

and me—mud and fallen trees, unyielding, 

so cross-country, up the creased-grass trail 

I now know goats use—a survey of the hills,

close-by coastline—the satisfactions 

of jumped barbed wire and a climbed gate.

But most of all, the furtive glance 

of a mom and her kid disappearing 

behind the rocks—and just how good 

some things make you feel.



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A tic (has it been sixty years?) burrowed 

into my shoulder—had to pull it out

with tweezers—I know, I know, 

not tweezers—but there’s not enough 

room for us both.



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Hiked the edge of the neighboring flood-plain,

acres of farmland coming to meet the ocean.


Watershed rich, the trail flows with flora,

wild berries slowly reaching for ripe.



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Last morning manifesto


On my last walk of our visit here, 

a new trail for next time—walked


into the rising sun—coffee on the deck,

tiny puffs of seed-life floating by…