Wednesday, January 26, 2022

Outside light is just that

 




Outside light changes.

Out back and over the roof,

the sun plays with clouds.



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In the flower box

outside, two birds, chilled shadows,

busily at work.



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The cold in the house

calls out for favored blankets,

robes, cup-filled fingers.



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The green, the green hills

against floating clouds—the trail,

the stitch that pulls eyes

that call the thread that voice knows

the body knows of air.



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Rains return, the winds

—ancient promises clatter

        rooftops, press windows.



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In misted dark streets

people pass greetings often 

held back in daylight.



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The shared pulse is felt

as our own, touched as others’

and thrums past them both.



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in the south and east

the promise of clear skies lifts

ribboned salmon-pink



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sitting in morning—


dark surges rise tides lighted

in quiet insight



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The chill on the skin

of my bare legs wakes me up


from intense study

to the lighted room—to light


outside—to open

rippling flowing sense—aware,


coming back to moving-on.



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In small openings,

in mirrors passed by—we see

what there is to see.



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Self in relation 

to things—the rock in the stream.

Time and the timeless.


To us the rock is solid,

but stream knows it otherwise.



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After William Stafford


When your poems fail

to meet your standards, lower

the standards—poems

have life of their own not yours

that others may have to say.



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Morning walks break day

free of what night didn’t want

to hold for too long.



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Even to say brushed

is too much—the pink of clouds

this morning: its breath,


expelled and thinning, barely 

pinking in the not quite blue.



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The legs this morning 

seem to want to share something

they did yesterday.

They move as they used to, but

with age, ask more attention.



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Because: a reason


Because, a reason,

intuition-brimmed, reasons

enough to get up,

to make hot coffee, then stir, 

to light the incense,

look out at the spreading sky,

lay words alongside blue lines.


Because.



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The crow finds the pole,

its top, but not yet the sun.

With its mate, It waits.


Sunday, January 2, 2022

unprecedented grace





“The stream is always revising.

 Water is always ready to learn.”


                          —William Stafford



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loved words, a handful,

counter-balance to the noise

that says nothing sound



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after Kerouac


swimming in a “lake

of light,” we wonder when sun-

rise will bring the day



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In the sun-warmed car,

others passing. the pen feels

to touch the pages

of myriads of scratched sounds, 

caught and trickling

slides of words risen to lines

that trace the mind’s run

in a world on fire, the coals

of the heart the heat

of the unquenchable joy

lifting to the pull of air.



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the small black bird tosses itself, 

three times arcs and hovers


flutters and drops

to a catch and a swoop


to up again—three times 

till lost


among the homes and trees

and horizoned hills


that somehow remain 

unmoved



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I truly do try

to believe most most everything

I say, and then some.



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Winter’s shortest day,

that one long with lingering 

dark, is when the ground,

leaf-covered and cold with rain,

dreams with us of coming spring.



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Moon, half and high, fills

the clearing skies, just as we

fill drying streets.



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—12/24


the new year

doesn’t know


its a new year

anymore than

my body knows


past birthdays—


and spring’s seeds

ride rain’s drops,


hide in snow-melt currents, 

not caught by numbers


—so spring doesn’t wait, 

so neither will I



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first, those old zen poets,

then William Stafford, who offered

nothing definitions can hold, who defines

by doing and not looking back, trusting

that where our words are, the world is 

always and too—and if that’s not grace,

I don’t know what is



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I’m my mother’s son

in that my life’s heart rests best

in our days at home.

And like my father’s restless

feet, mine gain strength returning.



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Bared fingers turn to

nubs, rain rolls down the jacket

and storm-drains gurgle.

Some determined leaves, bright reds

and deep oranges, hang on.



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Didn’t know it then,

but I failed Zen from the start—

it was never first.


But that first chant, family 

sleeping, Buddha’s name, with tears.



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a stretch, early walk

in departing rains—coffee,

wrinkled page, scratched words



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I think I told you

once I visited Ryokan

at Mount Kugami—

thumb-nail frogs guard the path there,

and my thumb blocked my selfie.



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All thorough learning,

seems to me, includes return—

who returns matters.



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Shelf-life is a universal phenomena…


have you..I have not

ever met a noun that stayed

fixed—why is it then

that we struggle and strive for 

continuity,

consistency, conclusion—

who points us to these dead ends?



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Last day of the year.

Last morning cloudless—naked

trees lace the cold sky.



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A surveyor’s pin—


on the street point around which

entire worlds turn.



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Stafford, on making poems


even when product

is dispensable, process

remains precious



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—1/1/2022


The sky looks the same.

Sun glints in east-faced windows.

Rooftop frost will lift.